Sunshine and evil!

Third Person Scene: D'Hoffryn and Harmony, for the Shadowlands.

2009-05-26T22:56:39Z

Career Opportunities [May. 4th, 2007|01:16 pm]
the_shadowlands
[dhoffryndemon]
Who: D'Hoffryn
What: Vengeance Demon Recruitment
Where: Arashmahaar
When: September 19th
Invited: Harmony & any other takers

D’Hoffryn was quite eager to recruit new individuals to join the ranks of Vengeance Demon. He needed to fill his quota of the day and Sunnydale had an expansive list of candidates, including some young women and demons who have suffered many trials and tribulations in their devoted quest for love and happiness.

Accordingly, to place his plan in effect, he mailed out his advertisement through the nimblest intergalactic postal service, Blink of an Eye. It guaranteed that which is implied. D’hoffryn found it absolutely delightful. In a moments time, all the potential applicants will receive a very tempting offer.

From: sunshine_n_evil
Harmony woke in her sumptuous wing in Willow's fortress. She found the scroll laying next to her and opened it, reading over it. She wasn't sure if it was a joke or not. She looked at the bottom part and did her best to try and figure out the words.

"'Beatum sit in nominee D'Hoffrynis, fiat hoc spatium porta ad mundum.'"

She scratched her head after she said it and her nose scrunched up.

"What the hell is up with this french crap? I mean I always wanted to go to France, who wouldn't? But, like, why do they have to speak french?"

From: dhoffryndemon
“My first applicant of the day.” D’hoffryn thought to himself. “Providing a speedy response, this must be quite the go-getter.” He continued merrily. D’hoffryn was always excited in conducting interviews for potential demons.

He took a quick glance at the small temporal fold he had created in front of him. “Ah yes, Harmony Kendall. She came highly recommended by Miss Rosenberg.” He recalled. As he continued observing the temporal fold he noted her bemused rambling. He sighed and shook his head. D’hoffyrn proceeded to transport himself with haste to Harmony’s living quarters.

“It’s Latin Miss Kendall, not French.” His spoke in a gracious tone. “Oh, how rude of me, I have not introduced myself. I must apologize. I am D’hoffryn, Lord of Arashmahaar.”

From: sunshine_n_evil
"Oh, Latin, right!" She smiled brightly and then blinked.

"Wait, my ass is WHAT?"

She looked at the Demon.

"I will say, I have a very nice ass, I worked hard on it. A girl has to have a nice ass if she plans to do any justice to designer heels."

From: dhoffryndemon
"Yes, you do, very... I mean...wait." D'hoffryn replied to her comment as he was caught off guard. He had to regain his composure. "That is not what I intended to say Miss Kendall.” He continued.

“ARASH-MA-HAAR..." he enunciated the word slowly for comprehension. “That is the realm that I inhabit, my home.”

He found her response and bafflement rather amusing. “You have answered my advertisement and that is the reason that I am here in your presence.” He stated as he returned her smile.

From: sunshine_n_evil
"Hee! He thinks I have a nice ass too! Knowing smirk.* Blondie bear can stick that in his pipe and smoke it. That slayer loving freak. What where you saying?
Oh, Arashmahaar, your home. Got it. *Giving him a thumbs up. Oh yeah, this Vengeance-y gig? Um, do you have dental? 'Cause, I so totally could use some happenin' powers for all the vengeance things building up inside me. Men suck!"

Harmony gave him an unsure smile and then embarrassed look.

"Well, not demon men, Well yes, may be Spikey and Angel, who broods way too much for his complexion. Anyway! Boys, girls, stupid slayer like beings. They all treat me like crap and I am damn tired of it. So, I'm like, totally in."

From: dhoffryndemon
"That's quite alright." D'Hoffryn chuckled at her continuous rambling. "Yes, of course, we have 'universal' medical coverage, including dental for your pearly whites." He responded affably.

"Plus you have the benefit of immortality, including invulnerability to the sun. Vengeance has even made travel easier through teleportation." He replied giving a slight modification to his usual speech. It was not a common activity to recruit Vampires.

"I like your enthusiasm, we need spunk like yours in our department." He entertained. "I take it you were once a cheerleader."

From: sunshine_n_evil
Harmony smiled. "I always was perky and full of spirit. How did you know? A handsome demon such as yourself must know so much! Oh, that makes me happy, nothing worse than having yucky, ugly fangs...Oh tangent, but does this mean I still have to be a blood sucking fiend? Not that I mind. Since, I gave up on human blood I have so much more energy and no more sluggish Harmony, No way.
Oh, and do we need to, like tell everyone or anyone for that matter? I want to keep it super secret. Just because I want to see the look on ole Spikey's face when he can't push me around anymore." Harmony squeed. "This is so cool!"

From: dhoffryndemon
“Oh, well, I am not one to brag, but yes, I do have my moments.” D’Hoffryn responded with a modest refrain. Flattery worked wonders and Harmony seemed to have plenty. “You will remain with your vampire contour, but none of the vulnerabilities.” He replied.

“I do have to outline some ground rules before I grant you Vengeance Demon status.” He commented. “As an avenger for scorned women, you will have the power to grant wishes to those who are wronged and punish only deserving evil men.” D’hoffryn paused briefly. “Come to think of it, they are all deserving.” He let slip a slight chuckle.

"The rest of the rules can be found in the manual, Vengeance for Dummies. A fellow co-worker will provide you a copy later on. Will you comply?”

From: sunshine_n_evil
"Oh no worries, I am right there with you! They all deserve it."

Harmony got out of bed, in her pink tank top and pink boy shorts and sauntered over to him, grabbing his upper arm for a moment.

"Oh my, do you work out? You're buff. Where do I sign? Do I get to be creative?"

Harmony clapped her hands together and bounced up and down.

"This is so totally exciting!" Harmony exclaimed, bouncing on her heels.

From: dhoffryndemon
D'hoffryn found Harmony to be quite vibrant and charming. Kudos on her flattery he considered. "Well I am glad someone finally took notice of the extra hours spent at the gym. After all the effort I have place on it..." He sighed and shook his head.

"Avenging is a great outlet for creativity. We welcome it Miss Kendall. Creative acts of Splendor are looked upon carefully come bonus time." He paused for a brief moment to consider the possible application procedure.

"Well, I guess I can make an exception and speed up the process." D'hoffryn smiled as he made a quick wave of his hand. "Well that about does it."

From: sunshine_n_evil
"They totally should, you are buff. Blue is totally your color, and your spikes, they say virile demon here. People never notice anything more then themselves!" Harmony found herself winking playfully at him.

"Oh, fast track, whoa, wait, really?" Harmony smiled brilliantly.

"So, I remember when Cordelia wished Buffy never existed. She had this necklace. What was that all about? Those Scoobies talked, and Well, I usually heard all of it. It was my job to get the good gossip. Because Anya asked Willow to help her get it again and it didn't work and they brought that lesbian, vampire version of Willow to here and well...they went to the Bronze. People talk. My first act, I want to find some poor girl, who is dating a big oaf of a guy, who treats her like shit, uses her and turn him into a chihuahua that gets impregnated by a Great Dane and pees itself everytime it sees anyone. Can we do that? Find them and do it, or do we have to wait for a call? Is it like a psychic cellphone? This is so exciting!"

From: dhoffryndemon
"And I have just the right amulet for you." D'hoffryn pulled out a box from behind his back and showed it to Harmony. As he opened it, he revealed an amulet that was in a constant flux of color change. "You see this amulet? You must wear it in order to grant wishes. It gives you that ability. Without it, you will only be an empty demon, one without purpose." He emphasized this point assertively so that every word he spoke will be clearly regarded.

"I must add, this is quite a special amulet, newly designed, yet to be release. However, it will be available at demon markets soon. It will color coordinate with all your outfits. It's a perfect fit for such a fashionmonger." He added quite jubilantly.

"As stirring as your dog impregnation story is, you must wait to be called upon. You will hear the cries of those in dire need of vengeance, that is when you apply your services." He stated.

From: [info]sunshine_n_evil

Harmony saw the Amulet, her mind was on how gorgeous it was. She heard, Blah...blahblahblah, stuff, blah, blah...stuff. Harmony squealed as she looked at it and then lunged at him, hugging him and kissing his cheek.

"It's beautiful... what did you say?" She looked at him, expectantly.

From: [info]dhoffryndemon
“Not to quash your jitteriness and ebullience, but...” D’hoffyrn uttered as a flamboyantly jouncing Harmony mounted him. “you must avenge the scorned, not wreak havoc where it is not warranted.” He drawled his last words out so she can get a grasp of the situation.

“We have a code of conduct as a Vengeance Demon, you know.” He declared with much certainty. “I’m sure you’ll learn the ins and out cursorily, Harmony. I have much faith your abilities.” He ascertained.

“Now on to a very important matter. Would you like to keep your name or change it?” D’hoffryn questioned Harmony. “We can certainly add some Arashmahaarian flare to it, no? Maybe, Harmonicus, Harmonium, or Harmoniser? How about, Harmonyanka? Or Accordian?“ He babbled on with various choices.

Application for Canon (From Here) and Au (The Shadowlands)

2009-05-26T22:54:06Z

Application CANON ONLY

OOC
Name: Sere
AIM: Googletalks at slavetoserendipity@gmail.com
Examples: http://harmonykendall.insanejournal.com/1040.html
Writing Sample:
Harmony misses it, the golden rays on her skin. Outside on the school grounds cheering and jumping around, the air pumping fire into her lungs, or family barbecues on the beach when she was six. They'd take the family boat out to one of the nicer beaches and then her Daddy would go and work the grill. They'd have roasted meats, vegetables and drink lemonade and she would lay in the sun, covered in the scent of coconut and pineapple, a book laying open next to her Mom. Blankets half covered in fine white sand, it would stick to their thighs. Even as Harm got older, she and her friends would go to the mall in the early mornings on a Saturday, then hit the beach by mid afternoon, play volleyball, lay and sleep in the sun, then boogie board or surf and swim for the rest of the day. Partying into the early morning hours afterward by a blazing fire.

When Harm was eighteen that all changed. Harmony couldn't see the sun anymore because it would burn her skin. Consume her flesh like the grill her Dad used to consume the meats he was cooking at the time. She had to live and adapt to the night. Many days Harmony would just wish that she could go and walk out into the sun and Harmony could have done that with the Ring. The Ring of Amara, the one she wore the time her Spiky staked her and tried to kill her. That was the turning point for her and her hatred, the day she turned away from being sunshine and into being evil. Now, she is here in the dark, on the wet beach, glowing with the moon. This place is so wet and dark all the time. Yet, Harm don's her bikini and heads out to the beach where she can try to swim, even at night and remember. People must think she is nuts but she doesn't care!

Harmony supplements the Moon for the Sun now. Basking in its silvery glow. It is not the same. Her skin doesn't warm, her lungs are no longer on fire, her skin is still as pale as snow and not golden like it used to be. Harmony misses the sunlight, she misses her life. Harmony was willing to give into it once, just for a kiss from him. The sun that is... Harm is just so desperate, because all she ever wanted was for him to want to touch his lips to hers. Instead he choose to ignore her and treat her like she was nothing, but a conduit for his pain and anger.

Harmony misses the sunlight, she misses having it warm her skin, the way her breath would catch in her lungs like fire, and even when she closed her eyes the white light would pierce the delicate flesh, with a soft sting, but she was at home, at peace. This is how she felt about him, but like that dreadful day when she was eighteen things changed. They would never be the same.
Email: slavetoserendipity@gmail.com

IC
Charrie Name: Harmony Kendall, Nickname[s]: Harm, Barbie
Journal: harmonykendall
Personality (yeah we know the charries personalties but we want to see if you do.):
Age: About 24 ish
AlignmentMiddle of the road? Where ever she can find the best benefits to keeping her healthy, alive and in stock of many pairs of Manolo Bahlanik's
Personality: Harmony is well Harmony. She is vapid, eager to please whomever can protect her best, submissive, evil as it suits her needs, dark only because she needs the attention, tired of being a carpet, so she tries through a comedy of errors to kill the slayer, her sister, hell to impress Spike who could give a rat's ass about her. She is a lost soul even for a vampire. She needs a hierarchy, a place, but given the chance she will betray and grab for a life she isn't quite sure how to live. In the end she is good, even soulless because she is too weak, to shallow, to incompetent to be anything but...deep down inside she really was good. It was the reason she decided to help the Scoobies that fateful day of Graduation. Probably turned because she was pretty and could make for a fun toy.

Brief Bio (again, we know the histories but we want to see if you do, also if applying as someone whose history has yet to be divulged then elaborate):
Harmony was a vapid teenager, who was second in command of the 'Cordettes' in High School. That was until Cordelia Chase began dating Xander Harris, then Cordie became a pariah and Harm became the belle of the ball. During the Graduation ceremony, the Mayor was ascending and giving a speech at Sunnydale high school. All the students knew what was going to happen at the ceremony and they all planned to fight and help kill the Mayor. Harmony never knew how to fight...So, she was instantly bitten and killed by a vampire.
By season 4 she came back to Sunnydale with her new boyfriend, her platinum baby, Spike. Spike had an itch for Buffy, the Slayer. After Spike tried staking her (she didn't realize it, but she had the Gem of Amara on her finger, the same Gem Spike was looking for and the reason he had staked Harm in the first place, he was pissed off) and his obsession with the Slayer and how he always treated her poorly, she set Spike free. Even if she occasionally went back to Spike for help and shelter. Harmony Kendall became her own woman, but due to her weak blood generation and her inability to fight, she was always a weak fighter. She did try for a spell to go up against Buffy and her sister, and each time had her ass handed to her. Her minions were terrible and easily killed off by Buffy and soon Harm realized she sucked as the Arch Nemesis thing and left for Los Angeles. Going there to ask Cordie for honest to goodness help. In the end though, Harm being Harm set up Cordie and Angel and thus dissolved their friendship for good. Harm disappeared for a while and began working at the evil law firm, Wolfram and Hart. In the steno pool with others. Then Angel and his group took over, Wesley hired her to be Angel's personal assistant, Angel never trusted Harmony, but she did try to be good. Even giving up on human blood for animal blood.

Harmony was always inherently good, even if she was a demon. She tried as Angel's assistant to remain good, and did whatever she was told to do. Until, she got pissed enough with the way Angel, and Wesley and others treated her. Her and Spike having become friendly when she was working for Angel and he came back from the dead. Angel was still leery of her and knowing she'd betray them, due to a vision Cordie gave to Angel. Angel eventually slipped false information to her, telling her to take care of Marcus Hamilton and keep him busy, he was new liaison to the senior partners. She did it with a relish (having been having a secret affair with him), using him to get along in Wolfram and Hart, he took care of her, gave her his blood and protection and she gave him the info. In the end...never having had Marcus as her real boyfriend, and Angel was pissed off with her and fired her, but not without a reference letter. A smile and a wink to Marcus and with the reference letter from Angel in hand... She blew them both a kiss and wished both boys good luck. Walking out with a smile while the Apocalypse fell down around them.

With no friends, no life, no nothing, Harm found herself bored and longing for the people she left behind and betrayed. Hearing rumors in the wind about the Scoobies making it out of Sunnydale when it collapsed, she came back to America. After finally traveling the world some and visiting France, well it all just seemed useless and pointless without the people in her life that she both hated and needed. Cleveland, look out, here comes Harmony Kendall. (Sorry, this part was missing, I hadn't realized it when it copy and pasted it into my journal.)

Harmony always needs to look faboo, she is always up on the latest trends and clothing styles. She is vapid, self loving, in need of a dominant man to take care of her at all times. She is strong, strong in spirit, not in powers.

Skills & Powers: Superhuman strength, speed, sight, hearing, smell, and reflexes and I can totally type like a superhero.

What is your quest? Huh, well, like my quest it to, like totally own the coveted Butterfly, Pink Manolo Bahlink's. I must always and forever look amazing! Well, 'cause I am, like hot, being a vampire erased all the possibilities of zits, greasy skin or aging badly. Lots of aerobics, Pilates and workouts kept my body slammin' hot, thank you very much! (Snaps bubblegum.) I will forever be 18. I want to live, live a long life. I need to find a man, who I can worship and who can worship me, completely. (Rolls eyes, thoughtfully.) Well, I wish, but a girl can, like wish, ya know? I just want a man to protect me and take care of me. I will do anything he asks, he'll be my everything. I will be his evil, love slave. Whatever his goals and quests are--are mine. Totally! (Loopy grin.)

Answer this simple question: If you could do whatever you wished, what would you do? I would go to Rodeo drive, with a gun and a bunch of evil minions and like totally rip off each and every store there. I would totally, like take every shoe made by Manolo and heist every Prada bag, every piece of diamond jewelry, pink diamonds in a titanium setting is a must. I would pilfer Shishedo, I would own every single collection ever to be drooled over. Then when I am done I would offer up my evil minions to whatever guy, like totally could take care of me and we would have a totally evil empire.

What items do you always carry on you? Or at least, what are your favorite possessions? Perfume, lipstick, powder, gum, unicorn pendant, clear nail polish for touch ups, nail file and a wooden stake. Can't be prepared enough. My FAVORITE possessions, like totally ever????? My collection of unicorn memorabilia, my bubblegum-pink, unicorn tank top, unicorn, gold pendant, my 15 unicorn statues, my pink pen with the fluffy pink feathers of doom on top, my 'I break for unicorns' mug, from which I drink my morning blood out of. My unicorn fuzzy poster....

What are your best qualities? What are your worst qualities?
My best qualities? Well, like I am totally hot, I have all these veins, that I don't use and they travel everywhere, it's fascinating, I have a great body, a super ass and breasts to die for...I have silky, soft and shiny blonde hair. I am always perky and punctual. I dress to impress, I am sex in stilettos,

Like...eewww! My worst qualities? How can you even say that? There is nothing worse about me! I am just all that. I don't like need book smarts, I read enough romance novels, I know plenty. I watch a lot of movies, I am totally down with current events. I am, like a super awesome friend, well, OK so what if I tried to kill all my friends at one time or another, but that doesn't matter. And I don't make a good evil minion all by myself, but like that doesn't matter. ( Eye roll.) Please, as if!

What gets under your skin?
Blondie bear, people who don't take care of their skin and hair, poverty, ugly people, people who don't believe in unicorns.

AU only.

Your IJ name: Sere
Name you go by online:
Your Email Address: slavetoserendipity@gmail.com
Your Character Journal: harmonykendall
Character Name: Harmony Kendall
Canon your character is from: Buffy he Vampire Slayer/Angel the Series. (Directly after Disharmony) in an AU universe where Willow never gets saved from being evil and wages a war between good and evil. Scoobies and Willows Minions.

Contact information (Email and/or AIM name visible to all): Serendipity/slavetoerendipity@gmail.com

The full name of your character: Harmony Kendall

Physical description of your character: Harmony has honey blonde to platinum blonde hair that reaches to her waist and is wavy. She forever looks to be 18 years old. She is petite and curvy. She has light blue eyes, almond shaped eyes, high cheekbones, full-pink lips, a petite, snub nose and a long neck. She is 5'4 inches tall. In her vampiric form, she has gold/yellow eyes and her face is more cobra shaped.

Fandom your character comes from: Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Angel the Series

What point in canon they are in when they enter the game: This Harmony is from a different universe where Willow never came back from being evil. She separated the Scooby slayers (Buffy, Xander, Dawn, Kennedy, and so on) from Evil AKA Demons and Vampires in Sunnydale (Spike, Darla, Drusilla, and anyone else who will join with Willow). Spike in her universe never lost his soul and is back with Drusilla, much to Harmony's dismay. Harmony had gotten turned by some random vampire trying to save her school and her friends when the Mayor tried to eat the graduating class. She lived with Spike for a while, until he staked her. She was a weak vampire at best, but left for a while and studied the art of fighting and other things. She was still not the best at being evil or in charge, but she tried. She formed her own gang and tried to kill Dawn. Buffy came in and saved the day, killed Harmony's clan, but left Harmony alive because Buffy never saw her as much of anything. She rekindled her romance with Spike, while Spike was falling in love with Buffy. She was supportive to the bitter end. That end was when Drusilla came back and Dru tried to kill Buffy, for Spike, but Spike's head was never in it even though he wanted it to be. There was a show down with Buffy, Dru and Harmony and this time Buffy ran her out of town. She holed up in L.A. and went to Cordie for help, who surprisingly was very happy to see Harmony. Harmony snuck into her room one night to eat Cordie and Cordie caught her thinking Harmony was gay. Harmony fessed up and Cordie was very happy to get Harmony on the side of good. Harmony tried so very hard, but in the end she gave the gang up to a Pyramid scheme of Vampires (to which Harmony found a lot of her own power and also what she was good at, really not being evil). Angel and Cordie told her they never wanted to see her again and she acquiesced. Soon thereafter she went to Wolfram and Hart, before Angel and gang took it over and she got a job in the steno pool. She found her calling. She could type like a superhero and was amazing as an assistant. Once Angel took over, Wesley saw it fit to have her as Angel's assistant to keep her out of trouble and to keep tabs on her. This is where things went horribly awry. Spike never was still evil or was he? Her had a soul, he wanted Buffy, but he wanted power...so he played both sides. And Xander couldn't save Willow, so he fought against her, even though when he got caught and tortured by Spike, Willow saved Xander and took care of him, sending him back to Buffy to heal. Willow cast a war upon good and if you were not on her side, you were dead. Harmony, who loved clothing and was given it in truck loads, the coveted Manolo Bahlanik's butterfly sandals, Gucci Coat, Prada purse, unicorn statues that were made out of gold and silver, a giant wooden bed with pink silk and Egyptian cotton bedding. She was scared and even though she was so not gay offered herself up to Willow if she wanted her, just in case. Willow was sadistic and had a puppet of her own to play with and Harmony found she was of little use and still scared. So, she began working as a secret double agent, which Spike was doing as well, and oh boy did she keep that a secret from him too. Harmony sent test messages and to Xander and met him in secret, giving the Scoobies vital information behind Spike and Willow's back. If she were caught, she would die and she did it because if anyone were to be truly and horribly alone, it was Harmony. Harmony also learned one really important detail about her life, she was single, strong, empowered and she now knew what she wanted and needed and she went out to get it. She truly was powerful, personal power. Even if her heart was breaking, every man she had ever been with broke her heart, (Spike being the biggest and the baddest at breaking her heart, but she loved him still and she had a funny feeling that no matter what Harmony Kendall always would love William 'the Bloody' with all of her dead and cold heart) plus even though she was never the best of persons, Harmony always tried to do good things, for Spike, for Cordie, for Angel, but she couldn't help that she had one bad thing against her, she was a vampire, demon and thus had no soul and was clinically considered evil). She hid behind being a bully and even tried being evil, she was just never very good at it. Nothing ever worked for her, not until D'Hoffryn came to her and gave her a life changing alteration, a chance to make a difference, empowerment and thus power...he offered her a choice and she took it with greedy hands and the intention of keeping her safe and undead. Not only was she a vampire with no soul, who still wanted to help the good people, but she was also a Vengeance Demon with all the fun Demony perks, except she still needed to drink blood. She used this as a good thing and really went to town helping Buffy and the Scoobies.

That was until one night while she was laying in bed celebrating her new life as a Vengeance Demon..., she was wearing a purple silk nightie and a long, white mink fur coat that was wrapped around her with a tie and on her feet she was wearing the coveted Pink Butterfly, Manolo Bahlanik sandals. Laid over her headboard. (Let me just add that this bed was amazing-the bed was enormous, made out of Mahogany wood, with flowers etched into the wood, at each end of the bed were four wooden poles that were part of the headboard and cross-sectioned at the very top so that you may hang materials over them to give your bedroom an ethereal feeling. So draped over each of these wooden poles which were also carved into these elaborate wooden flowers and leaves and hanging from them were these gorgeous pink silks, gauzy baby pink webbing and fake pink silk flowers and silk leaves that were strewn around the poles and holding down the diaphanous materials, while the gauze was just pinned back. This way at night she could unpin the material and let it close around the bed), there was a matching muff with black accents in the fur, a hat and even ear muffs that were strewn around her on the bed. Her coveted Gucci leather coat, with a plaid liner and matching black leather purse were draped over the headboard as well. She was playing with her many unicorn snow-globes and statues while her toes dried, a dusky pink. Her Vengeance Demon amulet and the scroll with all her information lay close by and she was working on sewing them into something to put under her mattress. Her amulet (pink of course) was firmly attached as a belly chain (she did not want to alert anyone to her new found glory, because this was her one and only bargaining chip and she would use it for all it was worth), she was also covered in head to toe pink diamonds: this included a pink diamond toe ring, ankle bracelets, two rings, a spectacular necklace, chandelier style earrings, a separate belly chain with a pink diamond unicorn charm, in which she had two belly chains, see aforementioned amulet...because she thought it would be cooler and safer to wear her amulet around her belly so that Willow never saw it and neither did anyone else, she even had a pink diamond, titanium and platinum tiara on her head, well because she could. She had a few video cameras, because she learned a trick to set up some feeds to a television so that she could apply makeup, brush her teeth (hygiene is very important you know?) and do her daily beautification rituals and actually see herself. She had her coveted Prada purse and makeup bag with a year supply of Sephora makeup, her favorite perfume in bulk, "Cashmere Mist" of course, in a plastic tub laying next to her on the bed, a bevy of different beauty magazines, some Italian Vogue too, neatly stacked and wrapped up and placed in the tub for storage...this was done so that she never ran out for next year at least, she had a box of her favorite all over body butter in an unopened box already placed in the tub and ready for storage. Many pairs of jeans were laid out on the bed all around her in different colors, styles and washes: her favorite pair were decorated with tiny pink diamonds and pearls that accented the pockets and along the seam of her right leg. She had her jewelry box made from Mahogany and decorated with a beautiful unicorn on the lid, inlaid with pearls and diamonds that was open by her feet with many necklaces made of real pearls, diamonds, sterling silver and gold bracelets, rings, earrings and so on that she stole or that was given to her as a gift were strewn all over the comforter he was laying on top of so that she may sort them out and put them away in an orderly fashion. Said comforter was once a white mink, it was sewn together and then dyed to a fine baby pink especially made for her and it was lined in the softest of material and thick too, she had a few boxes out of her favorite pairs of boot in white, black, brown and pink that were all the same style and they were stacked on the bed and still in the box, her favorite pair of doe skin, white 'Uggs' were in a box next to her head. You name it...whatever Willow had bought her or she simply stole from the chaos that was Sunnydale stores were draped on her bed and she was reveling in its newness and wonderfulness. In the midst of all this glorious merchandise was a simple wooden puzzle-box and for a bit she believed it was a 'HAHA joke' from D'Hoffryn considering wood no longer killed her, or sunlight for that matter. So, she began to play with this puzzle. After a few hours after finally sliding in the last piece she was suddenly in a place where her life was no longer stuck between the war of good v. evil raging in Sunnydale and across America and further. No longer was she the office girl from Wolfram and Hart that came back to Sunnydale and Willow's ranks to see if she could make something of herself. Suddenly, she was in some resort, her bed and all the contents she had been playing with had come with her to her delight and dismay as she sat there, in the middle of some lobby with people milling about and a look of absolute horror on her face. Did Willow find out about her new gig as a Vengeance Demon, or did she find out about her backstabbing her? So she now found herself suddenly stuck in some hell dimension that looked like some upscale resort? The bigger issue was she using her magic now to confuse her and kill her? What was this place? Was she dreaming...she swore to god if she wound up in another milk maid's costume with some weird guy peddling cheese slices again, she would kill someone.

Also, a paragraph outlining any important personality traits, canon facts or other pertinent information: Harmony befriended Buffy Summers on her first day to Sunnydale High School and soon ostracized her and Cordelia Chase, when Cordie began to date that loser Xander Harris and began to Scooby Slay with the rest of the group. Not that Harmony really knew what they did for fact, but Demons, death and so on was a well known fact to the population of Sunnydale. Harmony swallowed her pride and decided to help the Scoobies defeat the Mayor who wanted to kill and eat her graduating class so that he may become one of the most powerful demonic forces out there. Harmony got bitten and killed by a vampire very close to the beginning of the fight, because she fought like a girl, worse then a girl even. She then was seen dating Spike, Buffy's greatest opponent, who tried to kill her and turn her vampire boyfriend, who was also his Grand Sire back into something evil. Spike did not like the way Angel was treating Drusilla, Spikes all time love and sire and he did not like how he treated him while he was in a wheelchair. He helped Buffy and her crew to defeat Angel and send him back to hell. Soon thereafter, Spike began to realize, with time that he was falling in love with Buffy. When he was not trying to kill her and Harmony was getting on his nerves all the time, he stabbed her with a stake. She lived, because she just so happened to be wearing the ring they had been searching for months. She was so upset she broke it off with Spike, learned how to not fight as a girl, created her own gang and tried to take down Buffy herself. Once by trying to capture Buffy by kidnapping Dawn. Buffy saved her sister, killed her gang and Harmony, who is a vapid and vacuous creature, was running scared and went back to Spike. She tried to help him remove the chip that was put in his head and forced him to fight the good fight and even though he was evil, with no soul. He was always trying to do the good thing. He was a poetic soul and always in love with those who never loved him back. Harmony did love him, undying unyielding, but he never returned it. Soon, when she realized he was using her and she had an all out battle with Dru, Buffy and Spike. Harmony hightailed it to L.A. to find Cordelia. She wanted to do good and Cordie thought she could change, if Cordie could and in essence Harmony had, because she realized she sucked at being evil and she was really good at being a supportive, assistant type. So, she empowered herself, realized she didn;t need a man and became a working girl. The rest of the canon then goes, Willow goes evil and tried to kill the world. She was in so much pain, Xander helped her fight it off and Willow went to England to be with Giles and to get Magic rehab, which worked. Angel put a spell on his gang to make them forget that he and Darla had had a child. Darla killed herself because the humanity was killing her. Connor was kidnapped to a hell dimension and soon came back as a teenager. He would help the guys at the Hyperion, and soon fell in love with Cordelia. They had sex and Cordie went into a coma and gave birth to Jasmine, she made the world at peace and only Connor could see her true nature. Once they figured out that Jasmine was a hell god, things literally went to hell. Angel was sick and tired of how things were going and wanted people to forget Connor and all the crap that had happened. Angel and Cordie turning evil, Lilah dying, Angel trying to kill Wesley when he kidnapped Connor to try and save him because she was noticing a prophecy that went along with Darla and Angel having a baby, that Angel would try and kill his son. Well, that went to hell in a handbasket and he tried to kill Wesley, Angel had gone ballistic and set Dru and Darla on fire. The point being there was way too much in the way of pain and badness. Angel agreed to take over Wolfram and Hart, to put a spell on his friends, that they eventually broke. Spike won his soul and the first came to Sunnydale with a power hungry priest and vampires that were virtually unable to kill. Except someone from Wolfram and Hart sent Buffy a pendant meant for Angel and Angel was meant to kill all the first's minions and die. Instead it was Spike that did so and then the pendant wound up being mailed to Wolfram and Hart, with Spike's spirit attached. They made Spike real again and Harmony, somewhat over him, but not quite freaked out on Spike, her eyes turned bloody and this curse seemed to be going around the office there. They figured out the puzzle, but Harmony and Spike realized they both always would love the wrong person and tried to do the right things anyway. In the end, Angel pissed off the wrong people and another grand battle happened. Harmony sold out Angel and everyone for some good sex with the Demon Marcus Hamilton, who wasn't really a demon, but more of a son of Wolfram and Hart. A fight between him and Angel and Connor ensued, Harmony left with her letter of recommendation and a good-bye to the best man. She was tired of being walked all over, really. Spike, Angel and Illyria survived and Gunn and Wesley die, as well as a few others, Lorne just did his job, killed Lindsay and said good-bye to the gang to try and live his life, of there was a life to be worth living after the grand battle. After that L.A. got sucked into Hell, people that no one believed would get together and save L.A., with Angel coming back with a big surprise. That, in essence, is the best summary that I can give of her cannon. Her AU cannon happens just after Tara is shot by Andrew's friend, part of the Troika. Buffy gets shot too, Willow goes all big and bad and evil. She tries to kill the world because she is so tired of seeing all the evil and most especially as she flayed the man who shot the love of her life, Tara. Xander would have brought her back from her darkness, but it never happens in this version of Harmony's life. She does go to L.A. and tries to help Angel and Cordie, but gives them up to the Pyramid Scheme vampires instead. She realizes that evil doesn't work for her and goes to work for Wolfram and Hart as a steno girl. It works for her, she loves being a working girl, buying her own clothes, having her own place. Except none of that happens and instead she has to go back and join with Willow or Buffy and since she is not a good person, but not really evil Willow sees it best to just keep her in a safe place, give her goodies and that is that. She instead finds what she needs in the form of D'Hoffryn...soon thereafter we find her in Here.

005. Discussions

2007-02-16T07:20:19Z

They are things we can never say...
out in the open, in the 'day'.

Hearts that don't beat, danced beautifully through words.

Simple words fell from our lips, close and hot.

Memories so rich, I've painted them in bright colors on the back of my eyelids.
To savor and enjoy.

Sometimes painful, sometimes sexy, sometimes angry, sometimes sweet.

Discussions, between you and me.

003. Moments

2007-02-16T07:15:25Z

Stolen, so soft and fragile.
I keep them close to my heart.
Any "other" would think it a betrayal...
It could never be.

Pure, full, grown and rich.
Stolen moments.

"He'd" laugh if he saw these....
in context and out.

The duality of "Him".

All because of stolen moments.

I miss them...
I miss you.

Effulgent moments.

After the big switcheroo. Spike and Harm have to stick together.

2007-01-31T22:30:35Z

::Harmony had the night off, it was a tuesday night. She had both her dogs with her and decided to go out for her weekly stroll around the island. She found herself at the cemetery, near the masoleums. She decided to lay down in the grass, near one of the tombstones. A dogs head resting on each thigh. Her coat was billowed out under her and she decided to light a cigarette. Hard in thought about all that had been going on. enjoying the night, her freedom and her I-pod. She lost track of time and her surroundings.::

Harmony and Spike

2007-01-26T03:44:35Z

Pre: Angel, Pre Lythenia. Around the time of the gem of Amara, Adult:

Harmony::she a kill him with twenty questions
Spike : It better not be a breadbox.
Harmony::OH MY GOD, Blondie bear
Harmony: you are like the 20 questions champion!
Spike : You're kidding me.
Harmony: What?
Harmony: ::pout::
Harmony: All right, fine, like you ask me some questions
Spike : I don't want to play, Harm.
Harmony: But, Blondie bear. ::bounce::
Spike [1:52 AM]: No, Harmony.
Harmony: :;Rolls eyes:: Why not?
Spike : Because they're always stupid.
Harmony: HEY! No they aren't
Harmony: ::frown::
Spike : Yeah? Give me one time when it wasn't.
Harmony: : Well, Ummmm, ohhhh
Harmony: ::looking toward the sky::
Harmony: what about the one when it was a poodle
Harmony: Had you guessing then!
Harmony: So what if it was a dead poodle
Spike : That's my point.
Harmony: But... Still!
Harmony: It wasn't a Bread box
Harmony: or Britney Spears, or a unicorn, which are way cool
Spike : It was still dead. Who guesses that?
Harmony: Well, I was hungry!
Harmony: It was alive when we started
Harmony: I can go play with that guy... the one with the brown hair. The one who is helping us find the Gem
Harmony: He likes to play
Spike: Yeah. Go do that.
Harmony: I will!
Harmony: Where did I put my slippers
Spike : You know what? I don't want to know.
Harmony: Oh right
Harmony: fine, I won't, like tell you
Harmony: Did you hide my robe again?
Harmony: ::storming off the bed::
Spike : Yeah I did. I thought it might be a little fun.
Spike : Of course I didn't.
Harmony: ::Huffing:: Jerk face
Harmony: Fine, don't need a robe. This covers, well mostly everything
Harmony: :;Shrug::
Spike : *sigh* Harm. Just go already.
Harmony: I am
Harmony: Cause like, well you don't care
Spike : And yet you're still here.
Harmony: That's it! I give up
Harmony: you are such a British, jerk face
Harmony: ::grabbing her suitcase::
Spike : * raises an eyebrow* And where are you going?
Harmony: I'm ... I don't know..
Harmony: Going to go find someone more.. um, what is the word
Harmony: Oh yea, FUN
Harmony: Less, gloomy and um, uh British
Spike : Have fun with that, then.
Harmony: I will
Harmony: :;gently packing her precious unicorn statues::
Harmony: :: grabbing a pillow and tossing it at his head::
Spike : *catches it and rolls his eyes*
Harmony: :;scowls::
Harmony: Yay know what...
Harmony: ::grabs a pillow and wails on him:: Such a jerk
Harmony: JERK JERK JERK
Spike : You crazy bitch! Get off me! *tries to grab her wrists*
Harmony: ::smacks at his hands:: eeewww don't touch me!
Spike : *catches her and pins her down* Funny. I thought you liked that.
Harmony: ::squirms:: Mmmm Maybe
Harmony: :;sticks her tongue out at him::
Spike : *smirks*
Harmony: You are so...damn cute
Harmony: But
Harmony:I am still mad at you!
Spike : No, you're not. *leans down to kiss her*
Harmony: Yes I aummmmmm::kisses him back::
Spike: *grins smugly* Still going somewhere?
Harmony: :;Smiles:: It can wait.
Harmony: I think I rather torture you so more
Spike: Torture me?
Harmony: Yes, new and inventive ways of playing 20 questions
Harmony: Although, I did manage to get you like this in way less time then I like thought I would
Spike : Don't you know another game?
Harmony: : 7 minutes in heaven :;She smirked::
Harmony: That and tag but I don't see you chasing me all over this, uh, cave here
Spike : I wouldn't mind playing 7 minutes.
Harmony: I bet, ya perv. ::Big grin::
Spike : Oh, you like it.
Harmony: ::She squirmed lewdly under him::Nope, "You" like it!
Spike: Yeah. *licks lips*
Harmony::Very big grin:: Wow, this was too easy!
Harmony: Then again, look at you. ::She laughed and winked::
Spike : What's that supposed to mean, Harm?
Harmony: You're easy too.. just how I like it. Unless, you want me to chase you around a bit
Harmony: ::pressing up against him::
Spike : No chasing needed. *leans down to kiss her neck.*
Harmony: ::Purrs:: Good to know. :;Rubbing a foot up the back of his leg::
Harmony: Sometimes, girls like the chase
Harmony:I always get messed up in my heels though
Harmony: Wait, unless you are a slayer, then like all bets are off
Spike: *rolls his eyes, kisses lower*
Harmony: MMM Blondie bear... you are such a naughty bear
I should spank you, then again that part isn't fun
I rather it the other way around
Spike : Do you really? *looks up at her with a grin*
Harmony :;Grins back:: I thought you, like knew? Slippin in your old age? ::She chuckled, egging him on::
Spike : You're going to pay for that one.
Harmony: Oh really? Should I get the walker and the Geritol?
Harmony: ::Eyeing him with a dirty smile::
Spike : One more time, Harm.
Harmony: Do you need to count...for the sake of the Alzheimer's? :;She was begging for it and if he couldn't tell she was more than ready for it::
Spike : Right. That's the last time.
Harmony: :;She giggles and squirmed:::Blah Blah Blah! Talk talk talk...no action. ::She ground herself up against him::
Harmony: Come on, I'm cute enough? Maybe you need someone with silver hair and some cats?
Spike : Harm... *He lets go of one of her wrists to run his hand over the length of her body.*
Harmony: :;Impish grin:: Yes, blondiebear? ::Bats her lashes::
Spike: There are consequences for teasing. *slides his hand over her thigh.*
Harmony: MMmhmmmm really? ::moaning at the feel of his touch::
Spike:Yeah. *grins* Dire ones.
Harmony: Oh really... Going to wake me up when I have to pay for them. :;licking over her lips, making it as lewd and naughty as she could::
Spike : Oh, really? *kisses her collar bone, and then lower, his hand still moving towards her inner thigh.*
Harmony::She shuddered under him, trying to grab a hold of his hand in her hand:: Yea... ::she barely squeaked out::
Spike : It would be too bad if you went to sleep. You might miss all the fun. *dips his hand lower*
Harmony: :;Arching up toward his hand:: Tease...::letting her neck arch up, her eyes rolling back into her head::
Spike : *with a grin* Me? Tease? Never.
Harmony: Yes, you... tease. ::She was practically panting, even though she barely took a breath, he had that affect on her. She squirmed more.:; Taking your sweet, ass time. ::She was trying her damndest to hold his hand in her hand::
Spike:
Don't tell me you rather I rushed.
Harmony:
Ummmm No... yes, Uh... in between... :;She whimpered::
Spike:
There's no fun in that, you know. No... *dips even lower* finesse.
Harmony:
*She was biting her lower lip, squirming under him. She worked a hand free, trying to touch his face.* Spike... baby. Please, ohhhh *She draped her leg over his hip*
Spike:
Please what? *He leaned in close enough to kiss her, but didn't.*
Harmony:
*He was looking her right in the eyes, her skin became all full of goose bumps and her ability to speak left her. She let out a whimper. Her hand roamed over his back and left a trail of nail marks*
Spike:
Still haven't answered yet. *He whispered, his lips almost touching hers as his hand remained between her legs.* It's no fun if you don't answer.
Harmony:
Please, kiss me. *she blurted out* I need to come, I want to come, please? *Trying to push herself up to meet him*
Spike:
*With a grin, he leaned down to kiss her, grinding against her as she pushed against him.*
Harmony:
*She kissed him fervently, wrapping her other leg around his other hip. She was a wild thing. Nipping and sucking on his lower lip and his tongue. Letting out small little cries of excitement.*
Spike:
*Spike was more in control of his desire, wrapping an arm about her waist as the kiss deepened. His other hand roamed over her skin, lightly grazing.*
Harmony:
*She wrapped her arms around his neck. Missing the fact that he had her pinned, instead she trapped him in a tangle of arms and legs. She reveling in the taste of him, growling into the kiss.*
Spike:
*He nipped at her bottom lip, rubbing against her in a show of his own desire, and moaning.*
Harmony:
You're driving me crazy, Blondie bear. *She mewled* * running nails over his back, wanting to hear him moan again.*
Spike:
*He hissed in pleasure, his mouth drifting from her mouth to her neck. We wanted her right now, and didn't want to waste any more time with foreplay.*
Harmony:
*She was grinding against him, wantonly. Pressing herself against him. She was moaning loudly, so close to getting off.* Ohhhh Yes, yea... *Clutching his back with her nails, digging her feet into the back of his thighs:: SPIKE....
Spike:
*He moved against her, groaning in pleasure.*
Harmony:
Want you inside, please? *arching her back, she ground her hips against him one last time and she was coming hard against him, Nails digging into flesh.* Love you, need you now, Blondie bear, please? *She begged, wildly*
Spike:
*He ignored what she was saying and instead positioned himself, before pushing inside ever so slowly.*
Harmony:
*She groaned , arching up slowly to meet him. Laying her neck bare, head tilted back, eyes rolling backwards*
Spike:
*He closed his eyes for a brief moment, moaning, and not moving for a time.*
Harmony:
*She wrapped her legs around his lower back and lifted her arms to clutch at the bed sheets, holding on tightly.*
Spike:
*He thrust his hips, his pace slow, watching Harmony.*
Harmony:
*She opened her mouth in a wordless gasp and held the sheets even tighter in her grip* *She wasn't sure what to make of his behavior, so she just watched, waited and felt.. Letting out a squeak when he hit her G-spot.*
Spike:
*He grinned, quickening his pace a bit, each thrust thorough.*
Harmony:
Oh Fuck me. *the sheets where a tangled mess in her hands, pulling her legs further up his back. He kept hitting her spot over and over. Her eyes glazed over, permanently rolled in the back of her head. Letting out squeak of surprise when he hit her G spot hard and low moans when he thrust deep inside of her.* I wanna come, so bad. *She gasped*
Spike:
That's the plan. *He managed to say instead of something unintelligible, slowing the pace down a bit.*
Harmony:
* She whined when he slowed down, her head snapping up to look at him. She loved hearing his voice when they were fucking, or playing or just anytime. It did things to the pit of her stomach and made her even wetter*
Spike:
*A moment passed in which he remained at that same slow pace, before he quickened again.* Like that?
Harmony:
Yes... Oh hell yes
*she growled low and deep, she had a trick up her own sleeve, contracting her muscles around him a he pushed in*
Spike:
Fuck. *It came out as a hiss, and he was hard pressed to not come right then.*
Harmony:
*she released her muscles as he pulled out and contracted them again when she felt the slightest nudge from him* You like that? *She asked silkily, licking over her lips*
Spike:
Yes. Fuck yes.
Harmony:
*She grinned* Harder. *Pulling him in with her muscles, legs getting tighter around his back, until she actually managed to get a leg over one of his shoulders*
Spike:
*He did as she asked, pushing harder, each thrust bringing him that much closer to coming.*
Harmony:
Baby, yea, fuck, *She was moving her hips in a circular motion, holding her muscles tighter around him. She was on the verge of coming and coming hard. She was thrashing under him, her whole body seeking out release. * I wanna feel your teeth, please.
Spike:
*He licked her neck, teasing her, still keeping each thrust quick and hard.*
Harmony:
*She ran a hand up into his hair, holding his head at the base of his neck. Moaning loudly now. There was no holding back and here he was teasing her, making her shiver, her whole body broke out into goose bumps again. Rubbing her hard nipples against his chest. trying to egg him on.*
Spike:
*He nibbled at her skin lightly, grinning as she reacted, before his face changed. Slowly, he sank his fangs into her neck and drank.*
Harmony:
*She came hard, fast, writhing under him* You evil bastard...*She moaned sweetly*

You think I didn't know...

2006-12-29T04:15:43Z

That I scare you? How can I not? You are human and I, well, I am not. I can feel and hear the flutter of your heartbeat and sometimes,I smell it on your blood. You think I didn't know...you have no idea. Sometimes, I find it thrilling because I don't want to hurt you but I like how you react to me when you think I might or someone else.

You think I didn't know you wanted me? You wanted to savour me? Taste me? You think I didn't know the things I made you feel? The need? The hard and wanton pangs? You think I didn't know...I did and I liked enticing you.

You think I didn't know.... I know more than you think.

The next day (takes place after the House incident)

2006-12-11T03:47:20Z

::Harmony had curled up next to James with intent to sleep and it was fitful. So, she got up and wrote in her diary, a few entries. Just venting, things that have been bugging her. When she could no longer take that, she didn't want to wake James, she hopped in the shower and began to soap up. She forgot to put the book away and had left it wide open too, she felt so scatterbained lately. Soon, she found herself sitting on the floor of the tub, contemplating everything, she had no idea how many hours had passed. Even when the water went from hot to luke warm to ice cold::

022. Too Much (Open to James and Marie)

2006-12-11T02:58:31Z

It's too much. Too much pain. I don't remember as a human all this pain. This guilt, this anger. Where is it coming from? Why now? When I was souless, I never cared, I just did what I needed to do. Sex, blood, power. That was my life. Now, I have this overbearing conscience. It's an AGONY. I tried to sleep. I tried to make the pain go away but James and Marie brought me back and I hated them for it, just a little. Then the pain in my stomach, this worm. I want to take a knife and dig it out. It is too much. Too much to have the burden of a soul when you've done what I have done! Some days it makes me want to go crazy and just gouge out throats and hearts until I had my fill and sit back and smile, languid and fat in my beast. They don't understand, the knowledge is too much, what I face is too much. It is too much.

056. Betrayal (Open for James and Marie)

2006-12-11T00:27:42Z

This hunger, its a betrayal. This life, this body. I want to hunt, I want to feed, but I can't, I won't, I don't. I truly do not want. I wish to start a life over again and yet, how can I? When the first person to anger me causes my body to launch into a tirade of bloodlust and rage? Trying to kill someone just because they don't like you or look down on you is wrong and it feels so right!

I've messed everything all up, my body has betrayed me and I wonder if it has destroyed the man I love. The man who came to my rescue, saved me, cared for me. I am not sure he loves me but I know he cares and this betrayal may have ruined everything.

I am so angry, I am so afraid. He will do the one thing I have been petrified of since day one, him walking away. The betrayal of my body provides on thing, the fact that if all is lost, one single thing can end it. One opening of the door, or a window. I feel so at a loss. I feel so conflicted, so tender, so emotionally sore. This betrayal, this betrayal.....

032. Sunlight

2006-12-08T23:40:17Z

I miss it, the golden rays on my skin. Outside on the school grounds cheering and jumping around, the air pumping fire into my lungs, or family barbecues on the beach when I was six. We'd take the family boat out to one of the nicer beaches and then Daddy would go to the grill. We'd have roasted meats, vegetables and drink lemonade and I would lay in the sun, covered in the scent of coconut and pineapple, a book laying open next to Mom, blankets half covered in fine white sand, it would stick to our thighs. Even as I got older, my friends and I would go to the mall in the early mornings on a Saturday, then hit the beach by mid afternoon, play volleyball, lay and sleep in the sun, then boogie board or surf and swim.

When I was eighteen that all changed. I couldn't see the sun anymore because it would burn. Consume my flesh, like the grill my Dad used consumed the meats he was cooking. I had to live and adapt to the night. Many days I just wished to walk out into the sun and I could have done that with the Ring. The Ring of Amara, the one I wore the time Spike staked me and tried to kill me. That was the turning point for me and my hatred, the day I turned away from being sunshine and into being evil. Now, I am here, in Lythenia. So wet and dark all the time. Yet, I don a bikini and head out to the beach when I can to swim. People must think I am nuts but I don't care! I supplement the Moon for the Sun now. Basking in its silvery glow. It is not the same. My skin doesn't warm, my breathing is no longer on fire, my skin is pale as snow and not golden like it used to be. I miss sunlight. I was willing to give into once, just for a kiss from you. Not that I wanted to die, just that I so desperately wanted to have you want to touch your lips to mine. Instead, you saved me, rushed me home and protected me. My hero, my white knight, my sunshine. I will always remember that day, the day you accepted I was not human and yet you kept with me anyway.

I miss the sunlight, I miss having it warm my skin, the way my breath would come into my lungs like fire, and even when I closed my eyes the white light would pierce the delicate flesh but I was at home.

021. Broken (Paper Journal, James and Marie can read)

2006-12-08T07:49:34Z

Snapped, cracked and chipped. That is how I feel. This pain I feel in my gut each day, the eternal questions I have now of "Why?"

"Why did I kill countless humans? It wasn't me in there, not truly me. It was a demon, wasn't it?"

"Why can't the people I love see that I am a monster? Why has coming to Lythenia made me feel so, unreal?"

I wake up each evening and feel this niggling, this worm, the crack in my veneer. It keeps opening and opening. I think I am going crazy! I nearly killed a man, because he was broken. He was what I despised of myself and countless others, like me, like the ones who made me the way I became. He was an outlet for all my fear, my demon, my rage, my blind hunger. It cracked me open further, made me a savage thing. It scared me to my core and I cannot ever take it back! I can't ever walk up to this person and say " Hello, sorry for trying to kill you? It was not what I wanted." I gave up human blood long before I joined Wolfram and Hart, soon thereafter I tried to be the girl I was once. The one, who was shallow, arogant and futile but gave up her life for the greater good. I was too broken to make a difference. I didn't care that I betrayed them all, they treated me so poorly. I just wanted to stick it in their facesthat I was better than them, and have plenty of money for clothes. Then again, everyone usually did treat me poorly, but I too treated them just as bad(even when I tried to do good, people still treated me poorly) and I think I deserved it. Yet, I came here and now I want to make good on what I have done. I spend the money I earned to help others, I try and seek honor and belief and love. Yet, I am still broken. I am afraid the wrong thing will make that crack ripple and quake until I am just pieces on the floor and nothing more. How can he love me? He keeps saying I am a better person then he is, yet he doesn't see that he is the one, his heart may stutter, his rage may boil over, his pride may hinder but these things are all walls his heart has put up, because he too is broken. Can we fix each other? Can we make this work? I cannot give him a family. I am not even sure I know what he wants but he wants me, its obvious. Even if I am broken? This visceral process may be the glue that eventually puts me back together, who knows?

God, if anyone sees this they are going to wonder where this brain came from? I guess working for Wolfram and Hart challenged me, you had to have some kind of intelligence to learn all the legalease.

14. Heart (Private paper journal but James or Marie can read these.)

2006-12-08T07:27:10Z

It is open and laid bare. It may not beat but I can feel its silent echo when I am with you. You've saved me countless ways and countless days. I've taken your spirit, your heart, that proud, dignified heart of yours and kept it locked away in my self. My temple. I worship you. I cannot say it is a good or a bad thing because only you can say whether it is or not?

Many years ago, I was a girl, blood, bone and muscle. I, like many, stood up to great evil and gave myself up for a group of people I really didn't like or know. If I could go back to when I was truly eighteen, if you were there, if I could save you and give my life up again for this shell, I would. I would do it gladly and with love. In death you have shown me my heart and shown me that somewhere deep inside the soul may still be. Your love, your arms, your strength, your breath and your blood have all been given to me as the most precious of gifts and I wish to do nothing but right by you. The most precious gift, I hold the dearest and nearest, is your heart because it is my heart... it is my blood, my arms, my strength and my breath.

If I could go visit OZ I would be the Tin Man and wish for a heart. Something to beat only for you, until then I shall borrow yours with great care and great love.

writing chart for journal entries

2006-12-08T07:01:05Z

001. Beginnings:
002. Kiss
003. Moments: http://sunshine-n-evil.livejournal.com/6920.html
004. Sight
005. Discussions: http://sunshine-n-evil.livejournal.com/7215.html
006. Indifference
007. Laughter
008. Temper
009. Soothing
010. Awakening
011. Messenger
012. Scream
013. Not Enough
014. Heart- http://sunshine-n-evil.livejournal.com/3661.html
015. First Time
016. Books
017. Different
018. Phoenix
019. Road Trip
020. Need
021. Broken- http://sunshine-n-evil.livejournal.com/3929.html
022. Too Much- http://sunshine-n-evil.livejournal.com/4690.html
023. Hatred
024. Lies
025. Truth
026. Interest
027. Passages
028. Unbound
029. Thunder
030. Rain
031. Snow
032. Sunlight- http://sunshine-n-evil.livejournal.com/4181.html
033. Voice
034. Colours
035. Like Oil and Water
036. Holidays
037. Champagne
038. Chocolate
039. Choice
040. Strangers
041. Divine
042. Trapped
043. Savage
044. Gentle
045. Bed
046. Destiny
047. Enemies
048. Blind-sided
049. Heartache
050. Middles
051. The Moon
052. Bending the Rules
053. Night
054. Love Letters
055. Freedom
056. Betrayal- http://sunshine-n-evil.livejournal.com/4535.html
057. Claim
058. Brutal
059. Fire
060. Ice
061. Lost
062. Drinks
063. Past
064. Present
065. Treasure
066. Future
067. Touch
068. Midnight
069. Unity
070. Forever
071. Magical
072. Confessions
073. Deeper
074. Rebirth
075. Shattered
076. Fate
077. Memories
078. Secrets
079. Poison
080. Healing
081. Tarot
082. Soul
083. Sacrifice
084. Rejection
085. Runaway
086. Missing
087. Angst
088. Tears
089. Blessings
090. Passing
091. Death
092. Lovers
093. Protecting
094. True Love
095. Endings
096. Writer‘s Choice: You think I didn't know... http://sunshine-n-evil.livejournal.com/5580.html
097. Writer‘s Choice
098. Writer‘s Choice
099. Writer‘s Choice
100. Writer‘s Choice

Lythenia , a pan-fandom game. Little town, big secret. (Test post)

2006-11-13T01:44:08Z

Lythenia, a Pan-Fandom Game. Little Town, Big Secret.

We are an up and coming game looking for Buffy and Angel Verse Players, as well as, many others.

We are an up and coming game looking for many Firefly players.

We are an up and coming game looking for many X-Men Movie Verse players.

We are an up and coming game looking for Pirates of the Caribbean Characters.

We are an up and coming game looking for many House M.D. Players.

We are an up and coming game looking for many Dr. Who players.

We are an up and coming game looking for Harry Potter Characters.

We are an up and coming game looking for dedicated players.

Date last posted: 02/11/07

Format: LJ comm.

Genre: Multi-fandom

Name: Lythenia, Scotland

Fandom/Game System/Set up: Pan-fandom game. All Fandoms allowed. No OC's! There are enough fandoms in the 'verse to use.

Tone/Mood: Crack Game-Serious, Comedy, Angst, Fluff, but basically crack.

Pace: LJ Based real time convos, AIM convos, MSN chats. Threads span a day. Can open up to three threads as long as you know your timeline.

Adult Content: G through NC-17, as long as they are properly labeled and no one does threads of such a nature with minors!

Deadline: open-ended.

Qualifications: We ask for proper sentence structure and meaty paragraphs BUT we know mistakes happen. We are flexible. No Flaming, try and go over posts, check for mistake, but we won't lynch you if you have difficulties as long as you try. Know the character that you are playing, but realize that due to the cracktastic nature of the game, storylines and realities will be slightly skewed. Just stay in character and everything will be fine. Minimum Age Requirement: 16+ but if you're below, we'll talk.

Contact, email: lythenia@gmail.com for more information

Website: Main Site & OOC Site

Specific Requirements: At this moment we are looking for people to take over a few characters.
Characters:
*Looking to fill these positions ASAP:
*Simon Tam from Firefly
*Malcolm Reynolds from Firefly
*Seven-of-Nine from Star Trek Voyager
*Elizabeth Swann from POTC
*Jack Sparrow from POTC
*Ianto Jones from Torchwood
*The Mad Hatter from Alice and Wonderland
*Lisa Cuddy from House MD
*Harry Potter from Harry Potter
*Hermoine Granger from Harry Potter
*Lily Potter from Harry Potter
*Ronald Wesley from Harry Potter
*Angel from Angel
*Buffy Summers from Buffy- on hold until 1/24/07
*Marcus Hamilton from Angel
*Wesley Wyndam-Pryce from Angel
*Bobby Drake from X-Men
*Logan AKA Wolverine from X-Men
*Kitty Pryde AKA Shadowcat from X-Men

Adoptables:
Prince Ludwig from Blackadder II
Baldrick from Blackadder III
Cedric Diggory from Harry Potter
Draco Malfoy from Harry Potter is now adoptable

Recently filled:
*James Wilson from House, M.D.(who is willing to ship with Gregory House.)
*Winifred Burkle from Angel
*Spike from Angel
Dawn Summers from Buffy
Cordelia Chase from Buffy/Angel
B'Lenna Torres from Star Trek Voyager
Jack Ferrimen from Ghost Ship
*Rose Tyler from Doctor Who

Fandoms we’d like to see:
Firefly
Buffy the Vampire Slayer/Angel
Rescue Me
Heroes
Supernatural
Lost
Sin City
Harry Potter
V for Vendetta
Alias
Dogma
Harry Potter
Doctor Who/Torchwood
House MD
Buffy the Vampire Slayer/Angel
Any and all other fandoms welcome!</i></center>

Game Description:

The year is 2006 in Lythenia, an island so far removed from civilization as to be…unpredictable. Its geography plants it in the remote Falkland archipelago and its total land mass makes it more like a small community than a small island. The size of the community makes it ideal for the person who likes to make friends and network. It's never a dull moment on Lythenia, by any means.

Especially when you realize that something's not quite kosher on the island. People are showing up in swirling vortexes with hazy memories of how exactly how they wound up here. One minute, they were minding their own business and the next…who knows? Well here’s the catch.

Your characters are dead. Six feet under, in a pine box, pushing up daisies, no longer breathing sweet, sweet oxygen. The only thing is, they don’t know that. They’re convinced they’re vacationing in Scotland or got washed ashore by accident. They are prisoners on this little island sanctuary, otherwise known as Purgatory. The only way out is to make good on your sins and the only way to do that is to realize that you’re no longer in the land of the living.

So whether you're a raggedy pirate from the 17th century, a young girl from the 19th, a vampire from Sunnydale, CA, or even a wizard whose time is up, rest assured that you can find acceptance on Lythenia. As long as you plan on paying penance, that is.

Lythenia is a pan-fandom RPG; in layman's terms, this is translates as “Charries defying logic and reason and hanging out with charries from different fandoms.” A cross-over fic on crack, and on a much larger scale, if you will. Here are a few of the guidelines:

-No OOC drama

-Piggybacking on that, maturity it a must. Not in the prim and proper way, but in the acting like a grown up when you can’t have your way or your character’s getting made fun of.

-Try to have your post consist of at least 5 good descriptive sentences or more. Slippage is okay, but if you consistently do not post to that standard, some modly strings will be pulled.

-Required activity, one post a week. Preferably a post a week for each account to show you’re capable of handling all the charries you’re holding. Not hard is it? Just make sure that you aren’t letting writing buddies down and if you need a hiatus, tell your buddies and the mods.

-Post in your journal every other week. It’s in character, people.

-AIM/MSN screen names for your charries are not required at the moment but sn’s for the muns are HIGHLY recommended as some RPing does take place on messengers.

- Check the taken charries list here before applying.

-Slash and het are welcome, so long as the other half of the relationship is cool and duly informed of the nature of the relationship.

-What are you waiting for? Apply today!

Lythenia, Scotland

Some sweet lair!

2006-11-11T07:28:44Z

::It was official. She had a super awesome man, who was the best when he wasn't being a jerkhead. A best friend and roomate who could get packages, run errands and crap during the day and talk about boys at work, on the street, going cloth shopping with and gossip with all she wanted. She had her own home, mortgage and all, bills were paid. She was a happy camper. The previous weeks seemed a blur to her. She was in the basement. She had a new door delivered, from the one James broke. She had primer, paintbushes and the colors she wanted to paint her room all lined up, the floor tarped. Slowly but surely she was buying furniture for her new home. Things were falling into place. So, she was on a day off, she pulled on a pair of old, white boy shorts, a beat up, pale pink tank top with a unicorn on the front in sparkle colors. Her hair was in two pigtailed braids and her i-pod buds were firmly in her ears blaring tunes as she painted. She was singing along and bouncing to the tunes as she painted the primer on methodically. She had smatterings of it in her hair, her face and on her leg but she didn't care and she certainly didn't hear anyone when they entered as she had her music blaring as loud as she could stand it::

He couldn't get any sweeter.

2006-11-10T03:19:22Z

He came to my job, and might I add I so rock at picking out clothes, cause damn he looked FINE! He brought me a perfect, blood red rose. In front of everyone and then he kissed me. HE KISSED me in front of everyone. ::Squeals::

I adore him, I love him. I just worry about how he is like a mortal and I am all like uh, grrr, argh evil but not. I mean I did try back in the day. I quit human blood on my own. I like tried to be good, I did. Just people treated me like crap cause of this no soul thing. I don't want that to happen again. I know it will, but I want to make him proud of me ya know? Marie too. They both believe in me. two people in this world who do and I like don't wanna let them down. I really don't. I love them.

I don't even know how long it's been

2006-10-30T21:21:15Z

I got my keys to the house. It was fast. The people who make the necro tempered windows knew me from Wolfram and Hart. Weird and installed them really fast. I was like weirded out. The electricity was turned on too. They sent my bed room set at a rush. i told them I was disabled and needed it fast. They comlied. That was weird. This whole thing is weird but I am

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NIBNGIOBFN....Crap, I passed out. Argue, yea argue. It will all be over soon. The long sleep. It will be nice. I filled out all my paperwork with the lawyers and the house and bank people. Rats and other animals taste like crap but they helped just take the edge off. I don't want to hurt another couple. Maybe I do, maybe when I re awaken I can start killing everyone. Who knows. I hungry, I am angry, I am tired, I want peace. Now I gotta go collect my things. My arm still hurts. Its a reminder of HIM! I hate him and I love him. ::sigh:: Off to collect my stuff and then this is all over. All over. This should be my last post for a few years.

Harm.

Has it been 7 days?

2006-10-28T05:31:36Z

I spoke to the realtor. She found me a remote home and I have to sign the papers and return them to her. I feel weak but at peace. I can't believe I attacked that couple. It freaked me out. I am on this precipice and I just want to jump off and say fuck it! It is a good thing I have locked myself in here until that night, the night when it will all be done with. I have been using some random guys outside plug to keep everything at full charge until the house comes through. I have been feeding here and there off of rats, which takes the edge off the hunger, it helps a bit but the burn is still there and is as gross as ever. A permenant reminder of him? I wonder if this thing will be in the papers. That is all I need?

It took me 20 mins to find a home without a dog or something dumb, like an alarm and I been sucking power off them to recharge all my batteries. This way I can sit outside the crypt and do my research. I found the place that sold the necro-tempered windows for Wolfram and Hart. They are in England. They said they could supply them? I will try and place an order to see if I can get them installed in my new home? I ordered my bed set and it will be delivered after the closing in two days.They are placing it in the basement and then I am locking myself in there. By then I plan to go to ground and sleep the long sleep. The one Spike told me the elders sometimes did. They stopped eating and went into torpor. Until they got a taste of blood again. It won't matter. The least I can do is honor his wish. The original agreement. To never have to see me again. I really don't know when it happened! Maybe when he saved my life... He didn't see me as a burden or a problem. He wanted to see me safe. Him and Marie, the first and only of any and yet here I am. I have been called a cuplrit, a beast, a monster, a stalker. These are the things I am. I had wished to change but I figure it isn't going to happen. I will go to ground. It will be better for all of us. There is no evil here and I have no allies. I don't know how to fight and I lost the only man I ever loved. I thought I was helping. That guy wanted a sturdy sea worthy type to replace the guy who had stolen from him and I instantly thought of James. I had no idea what he needed but I figured I could get stuff and he could use what he needed. I had no idea it would blow up in my face like it had? I don't want to see him hurting anymore. He is a good man. Better than I, he has the potential to be good. I don't and it has been beyond proven. I wish him and Marie the best. I do. Maybe one day they will find this and know that I loved them and cared? I really did. Alice is a good kid too, I really wish her the best. She didn't kick me when I was down.

It's good no one reads this...(timeline for this is first week of Oct)

2006-10-25T04:23:30Z

That is it. I've been treated like dirt by the last man in my life. Each time I do something I think is awesome, Well, it isn't. I just quit my job. Well, more like I told them I needed an extended leave for an emergency. I do. Who knows if I will go back? I guess I sounded pretty bad because the boss gave it to me with no questions. He said he'd get a cover for me. As soon as he left I packed up everything, drank my meal, took a bath and washed my hair. I called the realtor. I asked her to look for a nice home in a very remote area for me ASAP. As soon as the sun set, I called a cab and heafted all my belongings to the middle of the room. Removing all the window coverings and throwing them on the bed. I am not telling anyone. I am just having them drive me to the cemetery out on the other end of the island. I hope I can find a nice Crypt there? Like I did with Spike. Mull in my sorrow. I will just eat some random sheep when the blood runs out and I can shower once I get my home. Good thing this is a laptop. I hope I can find a place to hook my comp in daily and I will make sure to call her nightly. Well, that is that!

So...

2006-10-24T19:24:40Z

I gave him the present yesterday afternoon, thanks Marie! I am so nervous. I know he is a proud man and all but like he needs new clothes. He is a beautiful man. *Sigh* Maybe that Doc guy is right, but like, no way. There isn't a way! Right? I mean, Harmony Kendall, come on!

Now, I just found out for Halloween we have to dress up in costumes for work or lose our jobs. I should go out and look for a costume! I really like this job and I need it, it helps me. I mean I could go as a Burlesque dancer, but Uh, yea, not like I wanna be raped at work. I already came close enough to having my throat culture taken by some whack a do!

Oh, god, I hate looking for Halloween costumes. Maybe little red riding hood or maybe Marilyn Monroe or something. I hope they have good choices.

God, why are guys so infuriating? Did I like upset him? Does he hate me for doing it? Why did I do it? I should go get ready for work.

Stupid Halloween costumes!

OMG OMG OMG and then he walked me home

2006-10-06T01:48:28Z

I couldn't believe it! He walked into my place of work after I promised he never had to see me again and I mean he stayed all night long. He protected me in that bar brawl. He cleaned my cut up. He even walked me home, OMG he saved my life!

He didn't want to kill me either when I told him. I can't say I wasn't scared, I was.

I don't care what anyone says, Norrykins is the most awesome person I have ever met. Next to Marie.

Squeeeee.

Yuck! like I feel odd

2006-08-04T23:56:30Z

When I lived in L.A and California, there was like all this evil. Now here. Trying to figure out what Harmony Kendall wants. Like, HI! that is me. I told Hammikins once I didn't want a soul. Not sure if I ever would? Not sure if I could deal with having a soul! Look how it made BlondieBear and Angel act? Here I am though, like being nice to people. Even having normal conversations that I don't like feel like being a catty bitch all the time with them, ya know? I want to find a job and a home and just live here as long as I can. I have so much time on my hands and money thanks to Hammikins. This is just the beginning. What does the world hold for me? Knowing everyone I knew is long dead and gone or that I betrayed the people I once knew for some blood, and boy was that some powerful stuff, I can still feel some of its effects. Money, and yea there was a good chunk of that, a really kick ass letter of recommendation and that was it! I mean like it is enough? Isn't it?